(Verse 1)
I pop pills,
my insides start to fill.
Im ready to fight my body and kill.
Life got so much harder,
Like riding a bike up a hill.
Now im ready to end the pain i feel.
Wait for the devil,
Im ready to make a deal.
Im ready to wage war on my insides like a navy seal.
This aint no joking matter,
This is real.
Eat the best food i have for my last meal,
Think of sins commited,
How I've assault, lie, cheat and steal.
Then i take the alcohol and down that too.
All my freinds are like what the fuck you just do?
But its my choice,
I did what i had to.
I took so many pills its like i had the flu.
If you where me then you'd do it too.
Wonder what i coulda done with the life i just blew.
You don't get it,
You've never been in my shoes.
Now the pills and alcohol start to mix.
I take a few more for one last kick.
Oh here it comes,
Damn do i feel sick.
Im leaching offa these pills like im a tick.
Dont fucking try to save me you fucking dick.
Sorry i didnt mean to get fucking mad at you.
But all this shit i just did got my insides feelin like goo.
Eat all i can grab,
Snickers, Reeses, and Baby Ruths.
Life is miserable,
Yah aint it the truth.
(Chorus)
I may be gone soon,
Dead from O.D.
As i take my last breaths,
I hope you'll miss me.
I could not live without you,
But you couldn't see.
A sad little ending a tragidy.
I stayed as strong as i could possibly be.
But it was too much so i chose to O.D.
(Verse 2)
Suicide latley has been a constant thought in my mind.
Everyone could see it,
Maybe you where just blind.
To late now hell brought a contract and i signed.
I hope my memory will atleast live in your mind.
it was destined to happen,
Fate is just so unkind.
Im ready to leave this earth,
Ready to die.
Nothing could make me happy anymore,
Even when i was high.
I told you i would do it i wasnt shy.
So say what you need to say one last time.
You wont get another chance,
This is my last goodbye.
And i really do hope ur happy with another guy.
I ment it when i said without you id roll over and die.
One last favor to my homies.
At my funeral please don't cry.
This never woulda happened if i haddnt fucked up and lied.
I look in the mirror and let out one last sigh.
All well I'm leaving my life and the past behind.
(Chorus)
I may be gone soon,
Dead from O.D.
As i take my last breaths,
I hope you'll miss me.
I could not live without you,
But you couldn't see.
A sad little ending a tragidy.
I stayed as strong as i could possibly be.
But it was too much so i chose to O.D.
(Verse 3)
You couldn't find it in your hear to forgive.
Yah i made a mistake but im just a kid.
What about all the mistakes you went and did?
You opened up a jar of lies,
But i forgave and closed the lid.
But don't get me wrong,
I'm not saying its your fault.
That you brought happyness and my life to a hault.
I just have to end the pain burning,
Like open wounds covered in salt.
For you i tryed to give up everything.
Guess what i bought the pills with?
The money i saved up for your ring.
I wanted you to be my queen and me your king
But now its the final curtain call for me.
The bell has let off its last ding.
And finally the fat lady sings.
(Chorus)
I may be gone soon,
Dead from O.D.
As i take my last breaths,
I hope you'll miss me.
I could not live without you,
But you couldn't see.
A sad little ending a tragidy.
I stayed as strong as i could possibly be.
But it was too much so i chose to O.D.
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