She said I'm not pointing fingers
He said Yes you are
'cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't
and if I told you I'd been walking
out in the dark night thinking
Would you take all this alcohol's worth
Oh I can't change what's done is done
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins
And I need you to hold onto
all this part of me that's dying
though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me
I'm trying
I'm trying
She sat down on the floor and said that I wish I was stronger
right now I feel as fragile as glass
and I want to believe you
Believe what's held you has freed you
and I hate these doubts that keep on coming back
My parents think I'm crazy
for hanging on this long
but there's nothing I want more for us to prove to them they're wrong
and I dont want to be afraid
I don't want to think you're lying
and though I haven't found the faith I need
I'm trying
I'm trying
He asked Do you want me to leave?
cause if you do you know I will
but she said much to his disbelief
Know I love you still
Oh I love you still
He said I don't know why I've been the fool
but I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins
Then he dropped down to his knees
By now they both were crying
I haven't been the man I want to be
but I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
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