Following the apparent suicide of her boyfriend David Wilson, Mindy McCready is now speaking out over awful rumors that she could have played a hand in his death. The “Guys Do It All the Time” singer appeared on NBC's "Today" show earlier this week (January 29), to speak from the heart about the horrific event that she says is the most “painful” thing she has ever gone through in her life.

Initial reports stated that 34-year-old Wilson died from a self-inflicted gunshot wound on January 13, but the case is being investigated further to make sure fowl play was not part of the tragedy.

When asked point-blank if she had been responsible for Wilson’s death – who is also the father to her 9-month-old son – a tearful McCready responded with “Oh my God, no … Oh my God, no. He was my life. We were each others’ life.”

McCready went on to explain finding Wilson on their front porch after being struck with a bullet. “I just started screaming, calling 911,” she said through more tears during the interview. “I lay down next to him and pleaded with him not to die,” adding that he responded to her, but only “with sounds.”

While she admitted that the two had been fighting that particular night, she clears the air that it was not over him leaving her, nor over him cheating on her with another woman, as being reported by tabloid magazines. “David was not having an affair,” McCready said. “That is absolutely, totally untrue.”

Stay tuned to Roughstock for the latest on this heartbreaking story.